Me and verty26

Me
03/15/2013 11:18 pm
"To deny or subdue desire
Results in a uncontrollable urge that you will act upon…"

Well, I have had some unpleasant history linked to repressed awareness of what I am, for starters, being a trans woman? But… I don't think sublimation of desire leads to uncontrollable urges?

Also, "no secrets" lol: I have none. I suppose the compensation for a lack of mystery which might accompany being an "open book" is that this is a very, very long work, with bits that remain obscure on re-reading, and this obscurity cannot be solely attributed to the stylistic quirks that crop up continually…

Gee, that's why it's called "musing", I guess? A muse, or daimon, is not something you saddle up, spur, and cry "giddyup!" to get someplace. Naw, it's vice versa.

Have a great day, OK?

thanks,
bblayk

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lalamann58
Thanks so much for your smile! I would like very much to have a meaningful relationship with you and would like to invite you as my friend. Our compatibility is 100/100. Take Care.
Sincerely,
Rick
02/15/2013 05:16 am

Me
Well maybe, potentially, "I'm not sure!"… your profile is kind of thin on information?

For example, your tastes and attitudes about music would be of major importance to me… it's hugely important…

Also, alas, I don't have much interest in the outdoors. I used to, but fear of infection by Lyme Disease has gotten me terribly nervous; I know some folks who suffer from it, and by god is it hell…

Anyway, I'm super-busy right now, so thanks, later, OK?

thanks again!
- bblayk
02/19/2013 07:45 pm

lalamann58
Sorry for not alot of information on my profile. I will fill out more and provide you with so much more. Thanks for seeing potential though. I'am sincere and will be honest with you. I'am very happy with a chance to get to know you.
I have great appreciation for music and so many songs mean so such. My favorite group is the Eagles and I like the Moody Blues, Four Seasons and so so many more. I could start listing, but I think you get the idea. I'm glad music is important to you it should be nice to share thoughts,
Thanks
Rick
02/21/2013 04:56 am
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Me
Hello, Rick! 

Please correct me if I'm wrong…

I have the impression that I may have had just about the most fascinating face-to-face personal interaction of my life - with you - just a few weeks back?

If I am wrong, simply ignore this, because I am in love with that gentleman already!

If I am correct, please forgive my impertinence here if you deem this approach inappropriate: I write because I would greatly appreciate the follow-through… soon!

Also, I rather hope you like Lynyrd Skynyrd. O

- www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjg3l_HW4ws

--- "Gimme Back My Bullets" - on RADIO BARB

Sincerely - and hoping you are doing well! (fingers crossed)
- bonzie anne

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05/15/2013 09:02 pm
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lalamann58
Hi!
To be honest I'm not sure right now maybe because it's morning. If you could tell me a location perhaps that can clear it up. It is exciting if this is the way it begins. Thanks for accepting my friend invite.
Rick
05/16/2013 06:39 am

Me
The Haunt, 4/20, Bonfire.

Rick, you would certainly remember if it was you: THAT was the way whatever it is began…

Brief, this was not. Entrancing, it was. I managed not to fall off my barstool, which is a credit both to my equilibrium and my ability to maintain my composure under circumstances of extreme romantic/erotic stress.

If you do scratch that up out of your memory somehow, which can't be all that hard - no wait, that's not right! "Whatever!" Please call - "you've got my number". Both literally, with the one I handed to you, and figuratively.

"Maybe you need a man to do that for you."

I try to avoid being crude, but my spontaneous and entirely natural reaction to that proposition is best phrased as A-FUCKING-MEN! √.

"Entirely natural", because that is in tune with my nature and in accord with some of my key attitudes towards life.

Sincerely,
- bonzie anne
05/16/2013 07:49 am

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lalamann58
Unfortunately, it wasn't me. I haven't been to the Haunt in a year or so. If I had been I would've called you by now. Good Luck. Hope things work out for you.
Rick
05/16/2013 09:43 am

Me
Thanks for your reply, Rick!

There are circumstances surrounding this which would provide some reasons for a delay in getting back to me - which were outlined in our conversation, and DO NOT involve "cheating" in any way - and I was "maintaining an even strain", to use some test pilot jargon?, and avoiding overt expressions of enthusiasm.

By the way, the conversation was centered around "a decent proposal", and his approach and intentions appeared "wholly honorable" (as folks used to say of a man who is interested in a relationship with a woman?), so I feel pretty sure he'll get back to me… eventually.

But I'm feeling impatient!

thanks again, and good luck to you also!
- bonzie anne
05/16/2013 11:28 am
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